Another New Year, Same Old Blog

Like every new year resolution, it never lasted for more than a couple of months. I know, I said that blogging was not really my new year resolution. It was just something I wanted to do. And so I did. Either way, it lasted for like maybe 2 months, and then I kind of just stopped. To make it worse, I completely skipped 2020. I guess I just settled and slowly started to do less, which is very unlike me. And somehow, not exactly sure how, I impulsively applied to SpaceX. I wasn't sure that I'd get an offer and even if I did, I probably wouldn't accept it. Granted, I withdrew the application a few days later but an idea, a thought, was put into motion. It's really hard for me to explain but I really wanted to try, and oddly enough I had a hard time trying to do so with a lot of people. Maybe it's because I didn't want to tell anyone about it. I figured maybe that's why, so I decided to blog about it. Or at least attempt to. I know, it's ironic. If I didn't want to tell anyone about it, why put it on the internet? Well, I figured no one read my blog anyway and I kind of like blogging. I just feel really comfortable writing my thoughts, knowing that no one will read them but at the same time, anyone can.